this life is so complicated

this life is short....
i try to begin it as good as possible
i'd do what i wanna do
everything was so wonderfull for a while. i found someone i loved
i'd do anything to be close with him.
it was wonderfull, too wonderfull to me
i enjoyed that with all i had.....
but after day by day i through......
i almost lost it...

my language teacher had ever told me the words that
"Life is like a rotating wheel, there's a time when we are at the top and some times we have to be at below. So when you are at the top, don't be too excited because sometimes you can be fell. But, when you get down, don't be too afraid because someday you will find the way to make you rise again"

as my life, i always remember them...
And now I realize what it means
Life is like a wheel. A wheel that's complicated.

I almost can not feel my happiness, cause i think that i don't get my happiness now...
it's been hard enough for me
i try to face it as i can....

i try to survive with all my strength
i never wanna lose my strength
i make my self believe that there will be a better day for me.