just crumble it up

a song by my brother. Hahahaha.....Enjoy !!!er

Don't Say A Word

By David Cook

Are you waiting for something
'cause there's a tension in the air
Of something unresolved
I can smell it in your hair
So step down (step down)
Look around (look around)
You could leave it all behind
Never hear another sound
Say you're holding onto someone
They will never show you the same

So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just crumble it up
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you

Are you breathing for nothing
'cause there's a vision in my eye
Of something unresolved
I swear it feels like this could die
I can see (I can see)
To a degree (to a degree)
A broken back is always something
If you did it saving me
Say you're holding onto nothing
And it's showing all over your face

So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you, to you

So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you

this song makes my head being "ON MODE"

doin' nothing is bored

nothing I can do, ha......
Boseeeeennnnn........

song 4 today

denger lagu ny Kaci Brown, jd inget something funny, he..he..he...

I WILL LEARN TO LOVE AGAIN

By Kaci Brown

(To love again...)

drowning in tears that wont be me
I will soon be free from all these chains of all this pain inside
and though I cry it wont be long till I regain the strength to know
I can go on
I will find my way through the heart break
I will not give up on love
I believe

I will learn to love again
I will learn to trust
once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to/Learn to love again

all of these tears time will dry them I will survive them
and make it through into another day
all of this pain time will heal it
there’ll be a time sometime I know
I will feel it
I will live through life without you
after the hurting is done
I believe

I will learn to love again
I will learn to trust
once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to/Learn to love again

I will find someone
who deserves my touch after all the hurt is through
I will be so over you
I will not give up on love
I believe yeah

I will learn to love again
I will learn to trust
once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to/Learn to love again

Oh yeah yeah oh oh love again

(To love again...)

Thanks 2 Kaci 4 singing this song.
Love it.......

s w o o s h . . . . . . . .

God, you know what i want in my life

you know everything about me. And... you know i just wanna be a kind girl for everyone around me. I wanna have a good relationship with everyone around me, no exception. But.... the fact is i've got a bad relationship with some people here.

Huh..... i don't know what to do.

If i have to cry, i've cried

But it doesn't change anything

I always pray to you, God. I just wanna be okay

it looks so strange

there are so much things around here
everyone movin', talkin',
breathin', speakin' 'bout anything in their own time

some people talk to me
'bout their pain,
"it gets too hard", they said
"i can't bear it anymore"

but....
don't they know 'bout my pain ?
don't they care 'bout myself?

they just care 'bout their own selves

i don't know what they're thinkin' about
why do they always force what they want to do ?
can't they know the consequence to me ?
or they may not care...

and then...
what should i do ?

wanting something new

we are so tight....

sahabat, kalian sungguh berarti dalam hidup ku. ku sadari itu, selalu....tak pernah ku bayangkan sebelumnya.kalian akan berlalu dari samping ku. tapi kenyataan memang pahit. kalian harus tinggalkan ku di sini. ku tahu dari dulu...suatu saat, hari ini akan tiba
hari di saat kita tertawa untuk terakhir kali. hari di saat aku ingin memeluk kalian erat. hari di saat kalian terlihat begitu indah. hari di saat kita saling melambaikan tangan. kenangan indah bersama kalian yang ku sayang..tak akan pernah hilang. saat kalian pergi....tak bisa ku cegah. aku pun tak ingin mencegah. ku tahu itu yang terbaik untuk kita semua. kepergian kalian membuat hatiku sedih. ku hanya ingin melihat kalian tersenyum. tersenyum lah, sahabat...kita lalui hari-hari kita. dimanapun kita berada. kita tetap sahabat untuk selamanya

sahabat.....

there's no way out

guess...
i'm in trouble
nothing i can do...

ya...ya...ya....

aku hanya manusia biasa....
segalanya haruslah adil, itu yang mereka katakan
tapi mengapa hal itu tidak berlaku pada ku ?
aku tak pernah merasa diperlakukan adil oleh mereka...
awalnya aku tidak menyadari..
atau lebih tepat nya aku berusaha untuk tidak menyadari...

aku biarkan mereka lakukan apa yang mereka mau
walau aku tahu mereka melakukan sesuatu yang salah
ku tak pernah berusaha mencegah orang lain melakukan yang mereka inginkan, aku hanya mengingatkan...
tapi ada beberapa hal yang membuatku merasa tidak seimbang

aku tidak tahu, mengapa mereka membuatku terluka
mungkin mereka tidak menyadari..
tapi....
mungkin juga mereka menyadari tetapi tidak peduli
ya... ya... ya....
itulah manusia

manusia dengan segala keegoisan dalam dirinya
manusia yang tidak pernah mau dituntut atas kesalahan yang mereka buat
manusia yang lebih tidak peduli pada orang di sekitarnya
manusia yang selalu mengikuti nafsunya tanpa peduli akibat yang ditimbulkannya

this life is so complicated

this life is short....
i try to begin it as good as possible
i'd do what i wanna do
everything was so wonderfull for a while. i found someone i loved
i'd do anything to be close with him.
it was wonderfull, too wonderfull to me
i enjoyed that with all i had.....
but after day by day i through......
i almost lost it...

my language teacher had ever told me the words that
"Life is like a rotating wheel, there's a time when we are at the top and some times we have to be at below. So when you are at the top, don't be too excited because sometimes you can be fell. But, when you get down, don't be too afraid because someday you will find the way to make you rise again"

as my life, i always remember them...
And now I realize what it means
Life is like a wheel. A wheel that's complicated.

I almost can not feel my happiness, cause i think that i don't get my happiness now...
it's been hard enough for me
i try to face it as i can....

i try to survive with all my strength
i never wanna lose my strength
i make my self believe that there will be a better day for me.